Becoming me

I've been asking God for years, Who am I? Why am I the way the am? Why can't I be like this or that? I turned into someone I did not want to be. It isn't that I don't like what I do or being a wife or mom or anything like that. I just think if I met myself, someone just like me, I wouldn't want to be around that person and that is a horrible thing to think of myself. So I am finally ready to do what it takes to become the person God created me to be. I know that person exists and now I am setting out to find her. It is going to take work and I will have and have had growing pains, but I will be able to say that if I met myself I would want to become friends with that person. So this blog will be my way to keep up with the journey - all the ups and downs, accomplishment and failures, excitement and weariness, peace and fears.